IM HERE

2011-01-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

finally here to update but im too tire to say a lot.

2011-01-04T20:53:00.003+08:00

First day of school was like confusing, fun, funny, boring, sicking, funny, boring, tiring and OH GAWD PLEASE HELP ME. Yup that's ma summary for ya ;)

2010-12-31T20:27:00.002+08:00

well farewell 2010 and hey there to 2011. 2011 i know we're gonna have fun but i know you'll gimme hell too ;). EEK tomorrow is the new year meaning i've gotta handle O's, SYF and expectations. i am definitely not ready to let go of this past year because i must say it's one i'll never forget. this past year i've been through thick and thin with everyone and i mean everyone. well i would like to say thanks to people who've helped me. i don't think a simple thank you would be enough, i think i owe you guys like my life. now i would specially say thanks to my awesome friends, a dedication i would say.

Nur Atiqah: you've known me for so long and you always been by my side. i am blessed to have a friend like you. we definitely become more close this year than before. always texting me nonsense that actually cheer me up and i know you're one that i can trust. we together-gether stay together ah? :D

JunQing, Veronica, Kairo and WeiRen: you bunch of awesome people, i wouldn't have been able to survive without you guys. awesome friends i have, who are an awesome source of entertainment and awesome people to talk to. this year we've been through tons of stuff and i still can't believe one year is up like that. DARN we'll i'll seeya guys next year anyway. more memories to have with you guys :B

Lisa: you have always listened to my problems and given me awesome advice. i really appreciate it dude. always walking home together and having our heart to heart talks, girl you cheer me up like that every time. i know this year wasn't that great for us but we got through that anyways. stay the same and i'll face palm you more next time ;D

Tiffany: awww you are so insane lah. you're energy is off the wall. so fun to be with and definitely awesome friend to talk to. been so much with you but chillax lah a bit in life.

Drama club: DAMYUM YOU PEOPLE ARE INSANE AND FUN AND AWESOME AND PERVERTS!!

2010-12-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

holy shit my body and legs are like aching. damn the impact of having drama equals to having aches and pains everywhere with a headache on the way. oh god and i can't believe there's more tomorrow, well at least it's ending earlier then usual. PERSEVERE. well only one day left till the new year. i just remembered something "what's so merry about your christmas". a definite LOL moment of the day. tomorrow will be a better day i hope, i really do. i don't care if she's coming, i really don't. well stay positive i guess then?

life as i know it: SCREWED

2010-12-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

alamak the new year is coming really close. ah shit haven't done a single descent thing during my holidays. i can clearly say i done and screwed for. i wish i could turn back time to before i was in sec 2, then i wouldn't be so screwed. yeah so a new year should have some new changes and other stuff. wonder if that'll ever happen.

2010-12-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO I AM SO HAPPY BOUHGT NEW STUFF FROM MELAKA
MANGA JEANS HAIR PRODUCTS FOOD AND OTHER STUFF
DRIVING IS SO FUN BUT KINDA BORING

2010-12-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

:/ the mood today was like bleah
nothing to say or anything to do
i don't know why but yeah i just feel like bleah

2010-12-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS EPICLY AWESOME
one day depressed and unsettled, another day pumped up and feeling awesome
really had an awesome time with the alumni at the farewell
though it was a really last minute thing but we all pulled through :)

2010-12-20T20:36:00.003+08:00

im depressed upset and feel like i always do when this kinda situation comes up; unsettling. HA im not really surprised by everyones' reactions because everything was so well laid out. BRAVO to that person out there whoever you are im glad everything worked out like you planned ;] so the only person who could have done that was me and only me? do i really make you people feel that way? i am really that bad? but if you think bout it, why would i do such a thing? i help you guys in so many ways; spend hundreds of dollars of stuff thats hard to get. would someone like me be so heartless and idiotic to actually say things like that to you? and pleeease i don't do thing like this, it's just really too low for me to go. HA and so far ive been somewhat keeping my cool. everything seems so familiar and i can recall everything from past events like this. i really can feel the fake atmosphere you people give me. i am so proud of all you people and you know what i think all of you deserve a round of applause ;] so you people can live in your own happy world which is full of optimism and whatever. while i live in my world where at least one person truly understands me and that would be ME;]

Can't make my own decisions or make any with precision
Well, maybe you should tie me up so I don't go where you don't want me
You say that I've been changing, that I'm not just simply aging
Yeah, how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing
Well, we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely... to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret... I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

2010-12-19T16:35:00.002+08:00

found this quiz on tyki's blog

Name: nuraidah. m
Brother(s): 0
Sister (s): 1
Eye Color: dark brown
Shoe size: .... good question i also don't know
Hair: middle length
Piercings: 2 ear piercings.
Height: 163
What are you wearing right now?: lime green tee and blue shorts
Where do you live?: Amk.
Favorite number: 3, 6, 13, 14,
Favorite drink: ice milo
Favorite month: december
Favourite breakfast: .... CHEESE TARTS

-Have You Ever-
Broken a bone: er yes
Been in a police car: no
Fallen for a friend: Yes.
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: Yes.
Fallen asleep in school: not sure :/
Broken someone’s heart?: Yes.
Cried when someone died?: nobody i know has died
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no
Saved e-mails: no
Been cheated on: er if you don't mean in relationships then yes

-What-
Your room like: kinda big messy but kinda empty and cold
What is right beside you?: a box
What is the last thing you ate?: black pepper chicken with fries

-Ever Had-
Chicken pox: yea
Sore throat: yea
Stitches: nope.
Broken nose: nope

-Do You-
Believe in love at first sight?: kinda
Like picnic?: hmmmm i don't know.

-Who-
Did you last yell at: everyone
Who was the last person you danced with?: myself
Who last made you smile?: the people i text
What are you listening to right now?: silence
What did you do today?: some hawker centre
Diamond or pearl?: diamond
Are you the oldest?: opposite
Indoors or outdoors?: Both.

-Today did you-
Talk to someone you like?: nope
Kiss anyone?: Nope.
Sing?: yea
Talk to an ex?: No.
Miss someone?: no not really
Ate? : Yes.

-Last person who-
You talked to on the phone?: Mum.
Made you cry? : secrete
Went to the movies with?: family
You went to the mall with?: family
Who cheered you up?: nobody

-Have you-
Been to Mexico?: Nope.
Been to USA?: Nope.

-Random-
Have a crush on someone?: not really
What books are you reading right now?: no book
Best feeling in the world?: peace love happiness with loads of cash to spend
Future kids names?: i don't know
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope
What’s under your bed?: random stuff and dust
Favorite sport(s): archery
Favorite place?: any where that I can use the internet and have aircon in peace
Who do you really hate?: people who just really annoy the crap outta me
Do you have a job?: nope

(Bold what you’ve done)

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone sking.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary..
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol (x factor.)
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire..
Had a party while your parents weren’t home..
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

APPEARANCE

[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY

[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[x] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I want to adopt someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

SCHOOL/WORK
[x] I’m in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job
[ ] I’ve been fired.

EMBARASSMENT
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something
[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my trousers rip in public.

HEALTH
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I have/had asthma.

TRAVELING
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ]I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

EXPERIENCES
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] Ive pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been Skiing
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back more than once.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them and didn’t get a clear response.
[x] I’ve felt rejected even if I wasn’t.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I’ve loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

HONESTY
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ x] I’ve cheated on a test.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm
[x] I’ve woken up crying.

DEATH
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.

MATERIALISM
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

RANDOM
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x]I curse regularly.
[ ]I sing in the shower.
[ ]I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I obsess over grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day
[x] I can cook.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red black or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a roach in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

2010-12-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

waddup
i am back from bintan
thought it was a one day trip but i left like forever
i ate awesome food
painted myself with awesome colours
ate my cola flavoured ice cream
stayed in an awesome villa with a private pool :D
yeah and today i woke up at like 11
total blank out when i went to sleep
anyways i feel well rested and happy
and an awesome thanks to the awesome people who wished me an awesome happy birthday

2010-12-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

oh baby your a firework
come on let your colors burst make em go up up up as they shoot across the sky sky sky
i need these three colors: red black and white
i most have only black
damn where can i find nice lookin stuff

2010-12-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

SINE RULE
but no cosine rule ... yet

2010-12-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see

i bought clothes that can actually fit me
i am so happy that i can actually fit into clothes YEAH ME
i bought two same design tops but they were different colour and they're sleeveless but i don't really like sleeveless stuff
i bought leggings and that's a first
i bought a blazer ish jacket
however it's all black and grey
i need something white
holy crap i need something white
argh this is just awesome, really awesome

2010-12-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

im tired and my body is aching and my mind is slowly going insane
i would really really like to go on and on and on but I CAN'T
like seriously no freedom of speech is making me insane
fighting for my own rights to get to even speak is getting harder
damn i sound pathetic

2010-12-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

I bring you peace
I whip mah bangs back and forth
I am so happy with the new look
I feel like an idiot

2010-12-05T20:52:00.001+08:00

Gee I really want to show you guys something but stupid blogger hates me and won't allowed the pict to be uploaded.
It's taking way too long and I just can't wait cos I'm impatient.
So I'll tell you guys this, MY FRINGE IS STRAIGHT.
get the hint?

2010-12-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

you make me wanna die
i know what could have made me wanna die
cleaning up my room or what you would call spring cleaning
cleaning up my bookshelf filled with books from top to bottom is tough
especially with all the horrid dust flying everywhere
you'll just get very very itchy
ha a whole day's worth of cleaning and packing and only half of my bookshelf is done
i wonder how i'll survive cleaning my entire room then

2010-12-02T16:45:00.002+08:00

FINALLY my malay sessions are over, PHEW :X
I really don't like one to one lessons.
They make me feel more stupid than I am already.
After my last session bought some stuff.
I keep buying Bart and Maggie Simpson stuff.
I bought a chicken file too.
I have no idea why I'm even saying this.
Hmmmr need to find more manga to read.
I need to do so many things but as usual I'm totally not bother.
I can just laze around doing absolutely nothing at all.
I think if there was a fire, I would just stand there and watch me burn.
DAMN now I feel like singing that awesome song.

2010-11-29T21:35:00.002+08:00

I get pissed if I can't read things properly ;/
Yeah I can get really pissed.

2010-11-25T21:06:00.001+08:00

2010-11-23T21:34:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU STUPID FEATHER BOAS.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO COST LIKE A BOMB >:[

2010-11-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'm as light as a feather and as high as a kite :D

2010-11-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!
I'm so so so HAPPY :D
Wanna know why ;D
BECAUSE I can finally read all the manga I want, AGAIN!
All the manga I loved to read until stupid onemanga closed down on all the manga fans out there.
But we all know its reasons for doing that.
I'm like having a mass manga reading spree now.
I'm reading three different manga at the same time :B
Kuroshitsuji, Soul Eater and D.Gray-man, all at the same time.
So happy and pumped up.
But as usual stupid laptop just reminded me there's less than 15 minutes to go until my time is up ;/
I read Katekyo Hitman Reborn yesterday and I was like so surprised that it changed so much.
I should get back to my reading spree.
SO yeah~

2010-11-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

I need to change myself.
A new me for a new year.
That's what I always say every year around this time of year.
I never get moving because I know I'm so lazy.
Well I guess I should get a move on.
I lack motivation and I guess my motivation should be a better life IF I score for olevel's :/
PLUS losing stupid unnecessary weight would be awesome, if you know what I'm referring to.
Looking back this past year, I've pretty much sucked at nearly every subject except for art and humans.
I know it's pathetic, really pathetic.
I should wake up and smell the reality.
AND my stupid laptop guess reminded me I've got less than 15 minutes left of laptop time =.=
I've got no life this holiday.
Well if I set my mind to it I do something then i would say I've got a bit of a life.

2010-11-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

OMG SO MUCH FUN AT AFAX!
I'm lazy to discribe the fun so I'll copy my fb status to here :D
AFAX yesterday was awesome. (this should be changed to Saturday)
HOWEVER the stupid crowd which was worse than last year's was a total turn off.
Nevertheless every single penny I spent and hours standing was worth it :D
Still last year's AFA was way better; less crowded and better stuff :/
So yeah that pretty much wraps up everything bout this year's AFA.
For all the pictures please go to fb.
If you don't have an account, well create an account so you won't be left out :)

2010-11-10T21:37:00.002+08:00

Have you ever had that feeling that you want to chop off your nose because it's too blocked?
Yeah, I'm having that feeling now :/
Seriously, the best thing that could have happened to me was to get a throat infection the week afa's going to happen.
I can't go for drama today.
A good thing is that I get a break from all the drama happening and bad thing is that I have no idea what's going on.
GOD I feel like melting.
My stupid aircon has gone insane and my fan on full blast isn't strong.
One side of my head feels super heavy and one ear is blocked, I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING.
I really really hope to get well faster.
Oh I hate getting sick and that's the last thing I ever wanted this week :C
I AM SUCH A MESS NOW and I really really need something to cheer me up.
i'm hungry :B

2010-11-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

FML

Aww great entertain a lot of 12 year old kids is just great. First a headache and then a horrible sore throat and now I'm really sick D:

AFA IS COMING COMING COMING :D

2010-11-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

Ah, feel so tired.
Got aches all over.
Awww my junior just posted something so touching on my wall :D
Thanks you Min Fay :D
HAHA now I feel erm less tired?
Argh how can you get rid of aches all over your body with taking pain killers?
I hate panadol because it taste horrible.
So I won't take it EVER unless I come down with a fever (choy I don't want to be sick)

Went to watch a movie today and it was MEGA awesome.
Can you take a hint and guess what movie I watched?
If you're clever, you would have guess megamind.
It was worth my $9. (didn't know opening day so ex)
SO if you're thinking about what movie to watch megamind would be awesome.

2010-11-03T15:28:00.001+08:00

私は巻き戻しの人生を感じて、エッジに横たわって
万回群衆の中にあなたの顔を参照してください
私は、私が立ち下がりだ'、私は自分自身を呼ぶ声が聞こえる溺れ

あなたの愛今夜は私を保存
是非、生活に私を戻す
あなたの光今夜私を保存
あなたは闇の中の輝きを行うことができます

2010-11-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

ARGH I feel tortured.
I hate children who are: annoying, who ask stupid questions repeatedly, who have no life, won't shut up, who think that they're all that, noisy, hyper and utterly useless.
The day will come when they'll take over our job and deal with small pest like them.
HAHAHAHA~
I feel extremely tired and can't be bothered at all.
I hope that next monday will turn out better then expected.
PLEASE LITTLE CHILDREN BE NICE AND SWEET AND COOPERATE WITH ME
~~and if not, be very afraid~~

2010-10-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

I feel weird and funny and I feel like I need to pee.
ARGH HOLIDAY IS NO HOLIDAY and it's not the best that'll ever have.
It's so depressing not having a properly holiday no?
Well it's all because of that stupid big exam next year.
I need to slap myself many times if I try to slack.
Well erm, will not slap myself now because I'm taking a break.
A looooooooong one :B

2010-10-29T16:42:00.003+08:00

I WILL NOT EVER PLAY HOTEL 626 IN THE BOARD CASTING ROOM EVER!!!!
If you wonder why, please feel free to ask me :D
I just started reading this manga :heart no kuni no alice.
It's kinda interesting?
Meh I've got nothing to say about it yet because I'm at the first chapter.
DAMN I keep having tummy aches every now and then.
Though I erm... you know... erm do my business but IT STILL HURTS!!
Ok, better not disgust you people with my small talk bout erm ... that.
WAH, heart no kuni no alice just got a bit more interesting :O
I know it seem that I'm being really random jumping from one topic to another but the fact is I am being completely random.
HEHEHEHEHEHEH~
Sigh I still have to complete homework :/
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME THAT THERE WAS MALAY CLASS TODAY!? SCREW IT
~~the next time I see her I'll die a horrible death :x~~

2010-10-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

YEAH YEAH YEAH TOMORROW LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :D
But tomorrow get back report book D:
And my holidays are packed with practices and supplementary lessons DD;
Ah, ~~shit life as it is~~ but look on the bright side of life :/
I should mentally prepared myself for the holidays ):/
With so many freaking things coming up it seem that we, students, just don't get enough of a break D:<
HAHAHA I'm entertaining myself by putting different emotions behind every sentence :P
Hmmmm, shit I wonder what's in my report but I did what I already could, so why am I worrying??

2010-10-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

2010-10-23T20:39:00.001+08:00

WAKA WAKA EH EH!
I heart fairy tail and I wished I was part of their nakama D:
All those awesome and some bad ass mages, I can't stop loving em'

2010-10-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

PFFT I'm not really sure bout my results now but I'll only know how badly/well I did until I get back my report book.
I'm not sad/upset/happy whatever.
I'm just feeling kinda nothing.
Thinking on the bright side, I have at least erm bout a year or less starting now to prepare my ass.
BURP! and I a bday shout out to my dad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I know I every time make you angry and give you a hard time but I don't know why I do it :D
I didn't notice that your were 48 too :P

2010-10-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

BOYOYOYO FREEDOM AT LAST AND IT SMELLS SO GOOD!
Until Tuesday I can live with a little less worry in my life.
After Tuesday I'll be panicking and thinking hard.
I should do something as soon as possible but I couldn't care less cause I need my rest.
To all the little creatures that read my blog, THANKS FOR WAITING.
I have a new obsession and it's called fairy tail.
I'll be enjoying that obsession since it's after exams and stuff.
And I bday shout out to a noob called Junqing.
Yesterday had fun with rock band.
I prove myself that I have no sense of coordination.
I couldn't play the drums or guitar so I had to sing.
AND I CAN SING IN PITCH!! WOOHOO

2010-09-30T17:03:00.004+08:00

THE STARTING OF THE ATTACK OF THE EXAMS COMMENCE TOMORROW :O

WOAH AND I'M NOT PREPARE AT ALL BUT TOMORROW IS ENGLISH!

SO I CAN SAY I AM SAFE, well for the time being.

I am here to update this dying blog and tell all you people who read my blog, that I will be on an awesome trip to france :P

No lah, I will have to study for end of years if not fail then i can go ka-POOT to normal acad!

I wouldn't want that to happen would I?

So yeah so long farewell and I hope to survive my paper.

TILL NEXT TIME, LADY DADA IS SIGNING OFF until 14 october (cause then I can scream my end off >:B)

2010-09-16T16:16:00.001+08:00

WHEEE TYKI YOU MADE ME DO THIS D:

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- well cute can already.

2. Smart?
- uhuh uhuh

3. Preferred age?
- erm since I'm 15 i guess one year older than me

4. Preferred height?
- 1.7-ish

5. How about sense of humor?
- DEFINITELY

6. How about piercings?
- :D and D;

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- Of course lah

8. Pink hair?
- ._. SIAO

9. Mushy or no?
- erm ok ok i guess

10. Thin or fat?
- in between

11. Black, Brown or White (skin colour)
- tanned

12. Long hair or short hair?
- anything

13. Plastic or metal?
- ._. ??

14. Smells good?
- YUMMY

15. Smoker?
- never ever in my life

16. Drinker?
- NO.

17. Guy-next-door type?
- :/ idk

18. Muscular?
- erm as long i like can already

19. Plays piano?
- oooh that'll be awesome

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- GUITAR GUITAR!

21. Plays violin?
- also can. It'll make him more awesome

22. Sings very good?
- UHUH!! must sing very good

23. Vain?
- I hate vain guys

24. With glasses?
- i like like

25. With braces?
- Nope

26. Shy type?
- not actually

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Both.

28. Active or passive?
- Both.

29. Tight or bomb?
- None.

30. Singer or dancer?
- Singer

31. Stunner?
- YES.

32. Hiphop?
- Nope.

33. Earrings?
- can also

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriends-until-you-drop?
- Not really.

35. Dimples?
- Tht'll be cute.

36. Bookworm?
- not bookworm, mangaworm can

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Awwww, tht'll be so sweet.

39. Flirt?
- Haha, not too much.

40. Poem writer?
- yeah

41. Serious?
- not too serious, i guess.

43. Painter?
- YEAH Awesome.

44. Religious?
- Of course.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Yeah, :D

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Neither.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- Awesome.

48. Loyal or faithful?
- Both. :}

49. Good kisser?
- LOL!

50. loves children?
- idk idk idk cause I don't really like children

2010-09-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

You make me feel like living in a teenage dream
The way you turn me on I can't sleep
Let's run away and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back
My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch now baby I believe
This is real so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

I'm so in love with the lyrics of the song.
Katy Perry I love you!
So far my holidays have been somewhat useful I guess :/ ?
Not really sure though but my raya has been CHAOTIC.
The first two days stayed at home and I had loads of guest.
Today went out and my feet hurt a hell lot but I had fun with my family.
Plus most of the time when we went to jalan raya, we were talking bout ... CATS!!
And I carried a small kitten.
TO my surprise it was super light and so cute.
The funny thing it kept doing was to go inside the rubbish bag! :D
Damn cute lah the kitten!
And how I wish I could just simply upload pictures onto my blog but blogger has issue.
DAMN YOU BLOGGER !@#$%^&*

2010-09-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

Can't read my can't read my no you can't read my poker face~
Some one just told me that if I was to play poker, I would win all the money.
She said I have a cool and calm personality thus I can have a good poker face.
Really? Do I have a good poker face?

2010-09-07T21:36:00.001+08:00

HARI RAYA IS COMING WHEEE!
AND ONLY TWO MORE DAYS OF FASTING!!
BUT THEN THE HOLIDAYS WILL BE OVER AND THE EXAMS WILL BE HERE SOON!!
I HAVE NO IDEA WHETHER TO BE HAPPY OR SAD!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

2010-09-01T20:46:00.001+08:00

GRRRR my sister took an ungalm picture of me sleeping again!!
This is like the second time already.
Lesson learnt, do not leave your phone out in the open for people to take a picture of you secretly.

2010-08-29T16:43:00.002+08:00

Ah, I can't get Tokio Hotel and Katy Perry out of my head after seeing em live.
I need to seriously stop with the obsession because of THE ATTACK OF THE END OF THE YEAR EXAMS!
The attack of the end of year exams will come and get me when October starts and it will end on the 14th.
14th of October?
That's when I'll become 14 and 10 months old :P
Counting the days when the stupid exams will be over will make me SMILE.
I really don't want next year to come so soon because of THE ATTACK OF THE O LEVELS will come and get me.
Ok I really need to stop being so random as I need to get a move on with my studies.
So this is my goodbye till I blog again :X

2010-08-21T21:31:00.001+08:00

MEOW~

2010-08-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

Now for some really random thoughts in my mind since I've got nothing better to do.

1. I wonder why do donuts have to die.
2. I keep seeing fishes in the sky.
3. It's adam lambert and not bean lambert!
4. I love water since now its the fasting month.
5. I feel hyper but deep down inside I'm dying.
6. My stupid laptop I have 15 minutes before it shuts down on me.
7. I need to be optimistic.
8. I need to be more like Jasmine.G. (btw she's awesome)
9. I don't ever want to be like Tyki. (btw she's really weird)
10. I hate flying insects.
11. I love symmetry.
12. I wish I was twelve again.
13. I love the number thirteen.
14. My birthday falls on the fourteen!
15. I'm not yet fifteen.
16. I don't want O levels to come so soon, IT'S NEXT YEAR!!
17. I should stop doing this and do something productive.
18. Never mind I shall use the laptop a bit more.
19. I love Mr. Bean. HE IS AWESOME.
20. My secrete identity is _________________. (come on lah I can't tell you that)
21. I think Katy Perry is super duper hot.
22. I wonder how it feels to be gay.
23. I feel like burning down the school.
24. I hate the sun.
25. I think that everyone's weird.
26. I want to wear bunny ears.
27. I love math.. Yeah , I'm kidding.

2010-08-08T18:06:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: erm mom?
3. Last text message: Frm tyki
4. Last song you listened to: one of the boys, KATY PERRY
5. Last time you cried: erm not sure

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: Yeah.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: YES. :(
10. Been depressed: DURH.
11.Been drunk and threw up: I don't drink.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Green
13. Black
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Idk.
17. Laughed until you cried: nearly.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeah.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yessss .
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: shhhh secrete
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Most of 'em.
23. How many kids do you want?: erm 2??
24. Do you have any pets: Yes and his the cutest cat EVER
25. Do you want to change your name?: MAYBE :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I was fasting .
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: SLEEP!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: The day that my parents will give me $$$ to buy anything I want
30. Last time you saw your Mother: An hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My brain or my life or the shape of my body or my face
32. What are you listening to right now: if you can afford me, KATY PERRY
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No?
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: nobody
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook and blogger and onemanga
36. Whats your real name: Nuraidah Binte Mustafa
37. Nicknames: DADA
38.Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Primary School?: Ang Mo Kio Primary School.
42. Secondary School?: DEYI Secondary School.
43. High school/college?: Wait another 2 years. :}
44. Hair colour: Dark brown.
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 162
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: not sure
48: What do you like about yourself?: my .. my .. my ... I've got nothing
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: None.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: erm erm not sure if I had one
53. First piercing: Ears
54. First best friend: ._. how I remember
55. First sport you joined: HOW I REMEMBER!!
56. First vacation: Malaysia?
58. First pair of trainers: ???

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: finish this and go pee
62. Listening to: How many times need I answer this
63. Waiting for: me to finish this quiz

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: maybe?
65. Get married?: maybe?
66. Career: something related to what I like do to

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: erm erm erm hugs or kisses idk?
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: idk
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no -.-
77. Drank hard liquor: Dude, i don't drink.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: contacts yes
79. Sex on first date: -.- AIYOH NO LAH
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe??
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: erm no
84. Cried when someone died: Who wouldn't? ;/
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Not really.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Yes..
89. Heaven: DURH.
90. Santa Claus: No, he's a fat loser with a big tummy and a fake beard.
91. Kiss on the first date: maybe??
92. Angels: YES.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah, i got bored.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Don't think so.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when I just went into primary school
98. The moment you would choose to relive?: when I went to the anime fest or any concerts I've been to
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: not sure
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: stupid question

2010-08-06T17:22:00.004+08:00

2010-08-06T16:56:00.002+08:00

Today was a very very very retarded day.
School's around Singapore either don't have school or they end early.
My school is very retarded, they released us half an hour before the normal school time.
But the most fun thing that my school had was the don't forget the lyrics NDP special.
I swear that most the most funny thing they have ever come up with to entertain people :)
HA it was most definitely random.
I feel better after one day of rest, well at least I'm not coughing that badly no more.
Felt like a zombie yesterday.
I woke up at 11 near to noon.
HAHA!
That felt good~

2010-08-05T16:00:00.002+08:00

It's my 300th post and I'm sick.
I didn't go to school today cause the doctor gave me an MC!
Awesome lah~ but i have this really annoying headache that doesn't seem to go away.
I went to SINGFEST AND SAW TOKIO HOTEL AND KATY PERRY!!
One of the most awesomest times of my life!!

2010-08-01T17:16:00.009+08:00

Today i a very sad day because onemanga.com is officially closing down their manga section.
D; It's soooooooo depressing.
But there's an alternative mangafox.com.
Mangafox.com doesn't have my precious katekyo hitman reborn!!!!
Oh shit, what happens if mangafox.com shuts down like onemanga.com??
NO!!! I really hope that doesn't happen though.
It's a sad sad day for me and the other thousands of people wishing that onemanga.com didn't have to close down their manga section.
I have some many fond memorizes with onemanga.com.
It's my favourite website.
It has always been keeping me company during my holidays, when I've got free time and it's also partly the reason why I have a timer for my freaking laptop.
That's the website which made my love for anime and manga grow.
I love it so much, words can't express my love and sadness.
RIP onemanga.com, the manga section.

Ok enough of me grieving over onemanga.com for now but it's just so sad.
Well now I'm trying to finish a bit of my reading while there's still some manga left on the website.
My parents aren't at home.
They went to JB at the last minute.
Weird no?
Never mind lah, I'll just enjoy my time on the laptop and update this old blog of mine.
By the way, this is my blog's 299th post!!
I've been blogging for a long time, maybe I should shut it down like onemanga.com.
NO THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
I don't want to upset people who read my blog do I?
Well I'm not really sure who reads my blog because nobody tags my tagboard :/
Never mind lah, I'll blog till I get sick off it.

2010-07-29T16:32:00.003+08:00

HEYA!
For the first time in my sec 3 life, I nearly passed my maths... common test.
I nearly pass is a good improvement for me :D

2010-07-22T14:01:00.002+08:00

HEY!
I've not been blogging in ages and it's good to be blogging again.
Here's an update, today's e-learning and I just started doing it.
I simply hate e-learning, what's the point of it?
People just create excuses the next day why they didn't do their homework.
Well that goes the same for me.
I love making excuses, well most of the time.
Well I better start doing my work then.
BYEBII

2010-07-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

There's an annoying fly insect in my room which I've been trying to kill but it doesn't seem to die.
DAMN YOU FLYING INSECT!!
Oooh~ it seems to have flown out the window, thank GOD!!
I haven't been on fb or blogging lately is because I'm dead tired and I'm simply lazy to update anything.
I have no idea why I've been so tired all the time :/
I guess sleeping at around 11pm at night doesn't do the trick.
Life has been pretty low and boring.
Nothing exciting and fun has happened yet.
AND DAMMIT THE INSECT'S STILL IN MY ROOM!!
I shall stop here and try to kill the bloody insect >:[

2010-07-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

I feel kinda bored so it's time for self entertainment. Purely for entertaining myself.

How do I feel now- 8D hyper

Do you feel hungry- YES!!

What are you listening to now- California girls by Katy Perry

How old are you- :P I'm a baby

What have you been doing the whole day- making freaking difficult paper dolls

Why are you doing this- out of boredom LAH

Why are you angry- you asked a stupid question -.-

No I didn't, I'm trying to be caring DUMBASS- you calling me dumbass?! WHO'S THE DUMBASS??? YOU!!!

nuraidah is currently fighting with herself so this is all for now bye-bi

2010-07-04T22:07:00.003+08:00

As you can see I've been doing some art and craft thingy. It's 3D paper dolls and it's bloody hell difficult to make. REALLY DIFFICULT. There seems to be a problem with blogger, not allowing me to post some more pictures. Oh weelll, I guess I'll post the rest of facebook.

2010-07-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

I feel empty somehow like a part of my life hasn't been fulfilled yet.
Weird feeling, I must say.
I can't make up my mind and I keep wasting time.

2010-06-20T15:31:00.004+08:00

My eyes hurt from crying too much.
My eyes feel like their burning.
I can't seem to make myself understand anything.
I'm always the one who feels like there's no place to call home because I feel left out. I love to get myself into trouble.
I'm a trouble magnet.
If can't understand anything or if I did something wrong, do you have to tell me off in the rudest way?
You ask me to not be rude and learn manners, but from who should I learn it from?
It's as frustrating for you as it is for me.
Now feel that what you've done for me, I don't deserve.
I sicken myself more than anyone.

2010-06-17T15:06:00.002+08:00

ooooo, cookieeee~

11 days before school reopens.

I'm not not that school's reopening very soon, but I'm dying at home. My mum created some stupid time table for me to study EVERYDAY!
Pfft~ I might as well go to school right? But here's the thing I don't do her work because I can't be bothered with it. It's too much, well kinda.

It's really boring at home. My almost daily routine. Wake up around 9 plus, bathe, eat breakfast, say good morning to the cat, use the laptop for a every long time, take a break for lunch, think about homework, continue with laptop, find something to munch on, keep the laptop in a safe place, bathe, munch on something before eating dinner, wait for mum to come home, watch a bit of the telly, mum comes home, say hi to her, continue to watch the telly, have dinner, watch more telly, sister and dad comes home, the house becomes more noisy, watch more telly, do math with mum, watch the telly after math session, brush teeth, take out laptop from safe place late at night when everyone's nearly asleep, uses more laptop, keeps the laptop back into the safe place and finally I go to sleep.

Yeah~ talk about boring eh?

2010-06-15T13:04:00.002+08:00

Currently nothing much has happened to me beside that I tamed my hair.
That's about it.
Don't torture the cute one's.
Today will be a very short post because I can't think of anything to say.

2010-06-09T12:46:00.003+08:00

It was all a misunderstanding. Nothing actually happened.

Wassup people!
Holidays are the best time for skinny people to gain weight so they have a figure.
Holidays are the worst time for normal size/ fat people to gain weight.
They'll gain to much from snacking out of boredom.
Yeah, I've been trying to not snack a lot but it's to hard.
Whatever, I guess.
Snack is one of the best ways to entertain yourself if you're all alone at home.
If you had those animal gummies like gummy bears, PLAY WITH THEM.
Create characters and give all the gummies a role or you could just simply eat them up.
I love to bite of the head then eat the body slowly.
Pure torture for the gummy bear!

2010-06-07T22:55:00.001+08:00

I can't get enough my sugary treats!
They make me happy and they make me go crazy!

2010-06-02T11:40:00.001+08:00

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head

Well I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home now...
I guess I'll go home

ADAM LAMBERT!

2010-06-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

Oh, Edward Cullen leaves Belle for Adam Lambert!
AWESOMENESS!
I just notice that are tons of picture, photographs and fan stuff about or for Adam.
On his fan page there was like nearly 10 000 fan pictures.
That's freaking insane.
People have different opinions bout the guy.
I think he's freaking awesome!

2010-05-31T14:51:00.001+08:00

Don't I look AWEESOOMMEE!?

Yawn.
The holidays have started.
But it doesn't feel like it has.
I want to buy loads of stuff but I lack the money.
Nearly everything I want to do needs money.
DAMN!!
Why can't money grow on trees?
Or why can't the wish fairy give me a sack of money?
$$$$$ I WANT!!

Enough of my money issues, how are your holidays going?
I've got to go for remedial this week.
Tomorrow, Thursday and Friday.
*sigh*
But I guess is best to go for it.
I mean I've got two lessons for my weaker subjects, so I'll just go with the flow.

I went to the zoo on Saturday.
I'm being random alright?
I've not been there like forever.
My mum had free tickets so the whole family could go.
There was some family day happening.
When my dad drove to the zoo, the car park was full.
And the road to the zoo had nearly 1.5km worth of cars parked at the side of the road.
Long right?
We gave up and went to causeway point to chillax instead.
Came back 2 hours later.
The zoo was different.
Well I guess the last time I've been to the zoo was when I was in pri 3?
There was a carnival and the best thing was the free food.
KFC for free!
Walked around the zoo and it nearly rained so we went back.
Take note plastic slippers aren't good for walking around the zoo.

I guess that's all for now!

2010-05-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy… well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay

That blog quote was taken from a song. What kind of song has that kind of lyric? But it cheers me up every time I hear it. My overall result were sickish. !@#$%^&* Well, GODDAMMIT YOU MUST IMPROVE.

2010-05-24T17:18:00.003+08:00

AHHHH!! THERE'S BLOOD EVERYWHERE!! HELP!!
So much fun but they don't ever give us enough thanks.
You know why?
Cause they all ~~suck.~~
I need to scream my heart out till I have no voice and I start to bleed.

2010-05-20T17:06:00.029+08:00

Drama club that I love.
Ahh, this was in pri 4
Nobody but you. Jun Qing wrong leg lah!
Art students mural. I painted the handsome boy.

305 photo taking

Drama club photo taking

Camp photo taking

and now it's random

2010-05-20T16:41:00.002+08:00

OOOOO! It's my 280th blog post! To celebrate, here's a picture!

2010-05-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

I LOVE SYMMETRICAL NUMBERS!

I'm here to update but I ain't happeh.
I hate my results!
Though I haven't got back all of my papers but it sucks all right.
I failed my maths HORRIBLY and my physics.
I passed my English(I failed summary but overall pass), Malay(failed p2 but overall pass) and chem.
I passed my science thanks to chem.
Well I barely passed everything, except MATHS.
Maths is freakish-ly too horrible for me to describe.
!@#$%^&* I hate my life, sorta.
I really hope I do well for geog, ss, poa and art.
Ok, I'm lying when I say do well for ss and poa.
I didn't study much for ss and I didn't know how do to a freaking 27 mark question for poa!!
I hate you profit and loss account!!
=3= I hate you all!!!! (referring to subjects except for geog, chem and art those are my sayangs)

Ok, getting back to life.
I wonder should I part my fringe to the left or right.
Hmmm, people say I look better with my fringe left while other say I look neater with in parted to the right.
I wonder which side to choose.
Ok, ok, I shall tell you something that's a secret that nobody can know.
I know you can keep it a secret.
So, shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Ok, I'm actually a perverted pink alien freak who has taken over the original blogger.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! *cough cough chocked on saliva*

2010-05-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!
WAKA LAKA SHAKA BOOM BOOM BANG!
I'm supa dupa happeeee!
I celebrated with paper airplanes in the sky!
Until the cleaning aunty scolded us.
HEHEHEHEHE!!
And take note that I drew that awesome clown!

2010-05-04T15:51:00.004+08:00

WAKA! I DID A HALF ENGLISH HALF MALAY VIDEO! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I DID IT. TAKE NOTE IT'S NOT GOOD! IT'S FOR FUN AND ENTERTAINMENT.

Coming up for air

2010-05-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

I try to kill this song but the melody's all wrong.
I've tired to study for the exams but failed to.
I need the extra push.
My weaknesses lay bare as people stop and stare.
My will power has fail to help me.
Man oh man, I wonder how I'll survive this hell.

HOTNESS!

2010-05-01T12:19:00.001+08:00

So I got my boots on, got the right 'mount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black color liner
And I'm workin' my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love
There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble trying to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing that i would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

From New York to LA getting high rock n' rollin
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maseratis
What they need in this world is some love
It's a fair line between a wild time and a flat line baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble tryin' to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had

The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good but I've got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The fashion and the stage it might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight

That would be the only thing that I would ever need
If I had you, then money fame or fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

If I had you
That would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete (never could compete with you)
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy (it'd be ecstasy with you)
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

2010-04-24T14:45:00.004+08:00

It's been about a week since I've touch the laptop.
Exams are in a week's time.
!@#$%^&*(
I haven't started on much revision.
NOTES! NOTES! NOTES!
PANIC! PANIC! PANIC!
My art's coming along well.
I'm quite confident about English and Geography.
I just have to put in more effort into them, not forgetting the rest of the subjects.
I'm getting the hang of Maths.
Science, SS and P.o.a are still so-so.
It's cramming time starting from today.
AND, my blog will be on hiatus still, until exams are over and stuff.

I don't care anymore. If there's bad history between us. I really don't care because we're two very different people.

2010-04-19T17:30:00.002+08:00

Here to update my blog although I said it's on hiatus, never mind.
Today was hell!
Three common test in a row!
First was an English compo test, followed up by chemistry and lastly math.
OMG! I swear my hand was suffering!
I hate it!
Exams are like next week.
OMFG!
I'm gonna die!
I need to buck up on everything!
ARGH!!!@#$%^&*
~~fishy mama lah~~

To the one who doesn't know anything.
Stop posting things like "why is it always you?"
I don't think you understand.
If you're targeting me, STOP IT!!
It's very annoying!

2010-04-16T16:03:00.002+08:00

I don't care!
I hate the exam cramming period!
It sucks!
I've got to sacrifice two parties!
If I went to one it'll be unfair so I won't be going for both.
sigh
I'm seriously going to die for nearly everything.
Blog will be on hiatus so goodbye.

2010-04-10T17:56:00.003+08:00

I've gone soft.
I've gone mental.
I need to buck up but there's a barrier.
HELP!
Anyway, I'm go nuts over new anime.
K-on season two is here but there's only one episode.
There's this new anime that I find nice: Kaichou Wa Maid-sama!
So far the two first episode that are out, are nice.
I can be bother watching Bleach episode cause there's always cock up.
I have a lot of unfinished anime watching.
I DON'T HAVE THE TIME.
Especially with exams coming.
I must control myself.
I must not touch the laptop.
I must not eat junk.
I must study and be fit.
HA!
I wish I could fulfill my swishes.

2010-04-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

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2010-04-06T20:45:00.012+08:00

Just imagine if your teacher actually stamps this on your paper. It's not what the fishy mama, it's Wednesday Thursday and Friday!

My whole body is aching.
ARGGHGAHRHGAHAHRGAHARGHRHAGARGAHRAGHARAG!
OK, enough of that.
Why is it aching?
The answer is ____________.
HA-HA-HA-HAAA!
Ok, it's because I had to run away from people who tried to make me wet.
Today's e-learning was quite good and fun and wtf.
WFT was mainly because of e-learning lah.
Ok, I met up with Lisa and bought some snacks.
Took the train to YCK and met up with the rest.
Walked and walked and walked all the way to "a brown building with a pointy top".
All of us were joking about the freezing cold weather.
HA!
Ok, then we did some serious stuff, played here and there, back to serious and back to fun lastly.
We went over to the pool and pushed, dragged people in the pool!
How evil are we?
I didn't get pushed in because I was wearing white.
THANK GOD!
I'll let the pictures tell you what happened.

Short people! No lah, I'm just standing on the table while their standing on the benches.
Everyone's smiling retarded-ly.
Take notice of the groovy bottle with the shades!
The wet one's.
Another picture of them and their out of the pool.
The semi-wet one's, which includes me. Take note that I'm pointing to the idiot in white, he's the one who splashed water.
And here's the proof.
And lastly here's our first victim (who suggested to throw people in) , MISS DIRECTOR!

2010-04-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm a bit slow but here's Achmed the dead Terrorist!

2010-04-04T16:43:00.002+08:00

Hey there!
I'M PARENT-LESS NOW!
They went on a pilgrimage.
I won't be having any parents for about a week.
I sent them off yesterday at the airport and said my goodbyes and hugs.
It's only been a day and I already miss them! D:
ARGH! I'm such a mummy and daddy's girl.
Come back fast ok?
And I hope nothing horrible will happen to you guys!
I LOVE YOU!

Ok, enough of my emotional nonsense.
Tyki bought my manga finally but she won't tell what issue she bought.
DAMN YOU TYKI!
Tell me already!
I need to know!
>:(

I have a POA test this Wednesday and I have no idea how to revise for it.
I'm so screwed.
But seriously, I have no idea what the teacher's teaching.
Most of the time she's busy "trying" to get everyone's attention but however fails.
I wonder why...
HA! Never mind that, I have to catch up with every subject.
Mid years are coming and I'm starting to feeling the pressure.
I need to buck up on EVERYTHING!
Or what the teacher's will say "pull up your socks."
I wonder where that saying came from.
I mean that doesn't make any sense to me.
D: FML

2010-04-01T16:02:00.003+08:00

It's a dead blog!
I shall revive it!
1 2 3, CLEAR!
And I'm done.

Hey, wazzup?
I have like no time to update facebook and my blog.
Life is kinda stressful with problems here and there but I'm still alive.
All I can say is to put a banana in your ear and all your troubles will disappear!
I quote from Charlie the Unicorn.
It's like random and funny.
What can I say?
I noticed that I've change since I've been a sec 3 student.
More "unique" I must say.
HAHAHA!

2010-03-24T16:44:00.002+08:00

HA!
I'm back, FINALLY!
Plus I've changed the songs on the music player.
Happy now Tyki?
See that Peter Chao video below this post?
I did the "take a shit and rub it on the building" for drama.
I'm getting along with my cca.
I have a physics test tomorrow.
I have no idea why my physics teacher is such a bore.
I mean when he teaches, he puts nearly everyone to sleep.
Zzz.
HA!

2010-03-18T16:39:00.001+08:00

Hey world!
I'm feeling better!
One thing that's on my mind, CRAP I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY HOMEWORK!!

2010-03-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

Find out your ninja name!
Mine's Todoshikakitekari.
I got this name chart from Jasmine!'
She's such an awesome girl.

I'm on high for no apparent reason but I hate the feeling that I've come really close to hating my CCA.
I shall forget about the past and get on with my life.
If I have to forget the lame advice you've tried to knock into me, then so be it.
I'm feeling happy, so let me be.
When you or the rest get me down, I have my dearest friends to cheer me up.
I wish that we could see eye to eye and agree and not to be disagreeing every time.
Why has it become this way?
Plus having practices twice a week is just going to waste my time if things don't change.

Ah, who gives a shit!
OK, I shall move on.
I woke up late for the first time.
I woke up at 11am.
That's late for me ok?
I had to go wash the toilet.
!@#$%^&*
Then I had lunch and laptop-ed all the way.
I occasionally played with Shuk.
That's all I've been doing.
I've been rotting at home, not touching my homework.

2010-03-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

It's my 260th post.
My blog is getting old.
Maybe I shouldn't blog anymore.
Maybe I shouldn't be myself anymore.
Maybe I should be a hypocrite who doesn't show any real emotion.
Maybe that's what I'm suppose to do.
I keep having people asking and questioning me about my life.
I understand that everyone will change but why do people want me to change so badly?
I know that I'm not perfect but why do you keep disagreeing and telling me what I should do when you don't do it yourself.
I respect you as my friend and as a person but why do you think that I'm not being understanding enough?
I understand almost everything but what I don't get it that why, why does anything have to go the seniors way?
I know you feel that we're not that ready but you've got to pass on your job sooner or later.
I also don't understand why people act they way they do.

STOP CONTROLLING EVERYTHING!!
Where's the freedom and peace and happiness that we all want?

2010-03-14T22:15:00.003+08:00

Life is confusing.
Whether it's in school or home.
Both are confusing as another.
BUT I have something to say.
Something I've been keeping in for far too long..

I went to watch Alice in wonderland and it was awesome a like a possum!!

Here's the lyric of the day.

Can't make my own decisions or make any with precision
Well, maybe you should tie me up so I don't go where you don't want me
You say that I've been changing, that I'm not just simply aging
Yeah, how could that be logical?
Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing
Well, we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely... to be the only one who's holy
It's just my humble opinion, but it's one that I believe in
You don't deserve a point of view, if the only thing you see is you

Wo-o-o-ho-oh

You don't have to believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm half as good as it gets
(I'll point you to the mirror)
I'm on both sides of the fence
(I'll point you to the mirror)
Without a hint of regret... I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me
But the way I, way I see it
Next time you point a finger
I might have to bend it back
Or break it, break it off
Next time you point a finger... I'll point you to the mirror

2010-03-07T14:35:00.002+08:00

HEY!! WAZZAUPP!!

I'm back from the awesome camp! I clearly enjoyed myself and I'm proud to say that I was the first casualty of the camp. After my injury, many other copied me! I must say camp was fun because of my injury ,including a back injury that I got during the camp, I didn't need to do a lot of activities. SO, I slacked at the teacher's dorm. I rock!! Food was blend, salty and so-so. The toilets were HORRIBLE! The dorms were ok but one thing, they put fake air-cons in the dorm. They cheat our feelings! The last thing I'll say is that the camp is filled with insects.

2010-03-02T16:55:00.003+08:00

Hey this is going to be my last post before the camp which is tomorrow.
Today I had a blast in school.
I love all of the art students.
They can make anything fun.
"ANNOYING ORANGE"
I would say everything went out smoothly!
Thank god!!
After school was even better because of Tiffany and Lisa!
Thanks a lot you guys!!
When I'm gone for camp, whoever reads my blog keep it alive!

And here are ten awesomely annoying videos that you should watch!!

2010-03-01T21:25:00.002+08:00

My mad hatter :D I think it's a bit creepy.

Magical wonders await you when you go to the candy mountain!
Whoa, it's the 1st of march already.
My first post of the month.
That's really fast.
I didn't actually notice it was march until I look at my phone.
And also my camp is in two days time.
I think I might be feeling better about the camp after deep thinking.
So with a positive attitude, I should be able to enjoy camp.
I still have to pack my stuff.
I think that I'm bring a lot of things.
Never mind, everything is necessary.

I'm sleepy so good night!!

2010-02-28T16:24:00.001+08:00

Love means everything.

2010-02-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

Camp is in 3 or 4 more days.
Wait ... why in the world am I counting down?
I seriously don't want to go.
OK, enough of that.
Today I finally went to cut my hair.
There's not much of a difference between my previous hair style and now.
It's just shorter.
I went to JB to cut my hair, (yes, I cut my hair there. I'm being cheap) and also to buy CHEAPER camp stuff.
I'm really bored however, I don't want to start on homework.
OH CRAP!!
Social studies test is on Monday!!
I shall start studying now or I'll die when I do the test D:

2010-02-26T18:47:00.003+08:00

Enjoy my latest obsession! CHAARRLIEEE!

2010-02-26T16:08:00.003+08:00

YAwn. I've been sleepy since I've woken up.
I have camp next week.
Just brilliant.
It's my first camp but I don't want to go!
I need to cut my hair to suit camp.
Short, well not short short till I can't tie my hair.
Grrr, I need to get loads of stuff camp.
I swear it's true, I need to get a lot of stuff and it's my first camp.
Today was just ," awesome".
*ROLES EYES*
I have tons of things I have to do by Monday and Tuesday.
It's going to be a horrible weekend for me.
Social Studies test on Monday, drama and I have to start packing.
Art homework and assignments due on Tuesday and must finish packing and studying for whatever shit test I have the week after camp.

it's my life perfect?

2010-02-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm awesome.
I'm tired.
I have tons of homework ... I think.
I need to sleep.
I say good night.

2010-02-23T21:06:00.001+08:00

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohhhh

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing